So, these past few months have been tough. The last post I had was about my break up. It has not been easy but God has carried me through.
I am officially not going to Millikin University. I will be attending LLCC. God has called me to help out with the youth group and to try get something for college students rolling.
I want God to humble me, and make me patient. I want to change. I want the desires He has given to me for His kingdom to shine brighter then the rest. I want to walk in the Spirit (Galatians 5:19-26) and not in the flesh. I want to change and appreciate everything that You have done for me. I want to be made into a servant of His people.
I know I struggle with pride. I always want to be in the spot light bragging about what I have accomplished. As I grow up I still have these desires but now more then ever I am finding myself putting myself in the back ground so I don't get cocky. God I pray you will see this and do a work in me.
S.R.Macke
