There will come times in life when we, as humans, mess up. I don't believe it's the messing up that makes us feel less than useless. I believe it is the people we disappoint. We give them control over how we feel.
I as of recently have been messing up consecutively "in front of " one person in particular. I just feel like I cannot do anything correctly, which is a lie that the devil is trying to plant in my head. The seed that he is desperate to plant is one of major destruction. This seed will cause so much doubt that I will not only become useless for God's kingdom but I would terminate many important relationships.
I have power over Satan, as a child of God.
Sleep will be the death of me. I'm starting this odd sleep schedule. I sleep for a half hour every four hours. CRAZY? Yes. This sleep schedule, in theory, will give me more time to get things done in a day. PROBLEM: Switching to this schedule can make a person go mad. That last sentence is completely valid and had been medically proven. =]
S. R. Macke
Ps: you aren't an F up.
